Im sitting in a cafe in East Harlem just having listened to a cover medley of Taylor Swift songs. The weight hanging over my head is not lost on me. So far my performances have gone well. I’ve added 2 more shows to the line up while in ny. I was also tapped to be a part of Cara Mia’s storytellers project in Dallas. I can see my next move if I maintain. While I am stressed in a number of ways it is for an beginning. I don’t feel like I’m in a dream. I can’t seem to fix my face to smile but I am happy. Poised more so is the word I’m thinking of. I can pull off poised. I head back to Dallas on Monday and still have a few vital connections to make. This afternoon im having lunch with my favorite sound designer. Hopefully its fruitful.